That she knows how bad it hurts having her gone.. How it hurts knowing she and her son are missing out on each other in life.. How it isn't fare she is gone way to soon and that 26 yrs was not enough with her and part of me will always be missing without her.. That she was so loved and admired by me and I was so proud of her and her life.. The life she left behind for me, her precious son.. I will cherish every moment every thing she has ever done and left here for me.. I hope she is at peace and has happiness now..