Today is your 32nd birthday, Dad and I wish you the very best birthday in the heaven!
How are you doing there? I miss you very much, especially on those special days. Sometimes I just comfort myself by thinking that heaven is the best destination to be and we will meet again one day. Othertimes I feel sad and empty in facing the reality that you were gone. I remember clearly that day when your dad drove me to the hospital on October 31 before the dawn. The doctor came to check on me and was not expecting to delivery a baby on Halloween's. After many pushes, I was so exhausted. Suddenly I heard someone in the delivery room said it's a boy with elephant ears. Your dad told me the news that our baby has all the fingers and toes.
Since then, Halloween has a special meaning in our family. We enjoyed this holiday and celebrated your birthday year after year. Then suddenly things got changed. There were times when I was not sure if I could continue. But gradually I came out of the woods with the help from your dad, my doctor, our relatives and friends. I know that you always wish me to live happily.
Year 2020 is a very tough one. Covid-19 viruses have spreat the entire world and became a pandemic. So many families lost loved ones. Sometimes I thought that heaven is the best and the safest place where there is no deadly viruses, no diseases, none of the problems that the people on the earth have to face everyday...
I am in China now with your grandma who had a hip-replacement surgery. She asked me almost everyday how David is doing? Has he have a girlfriend? How often David came to visit you? Why hasn't David called me in such a long time? I didn't tell her the sad news. It will be too brutal for her to face the reality. But we all miss you very much!
Wish you a wonderful happy birthday from all of us on the earth!
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It has been two years. How are you doing there? You are in my thoughts. I took the shot of the succulent from our balcony this morning. The view on this picture looks so peaceful and like a heaven. I felt that you were there.
Nice momeries came flooding back. You introduced me the Etsy website where I can find cute planters for succulents. You were interested in stocks and told me that nflx was a good to buy based on your user experience; tsla was good to keep due to its new technology; bac for 4$ was too cheap to pass.. Howard called back a few days ago and was interested to know how you were doing and where you were. He is always interested in having you working for him... Dad and I , your uncles and aunts , other relatives and friends are missing you so much. Wish you all the best and we will meet in heaven one day :-)
One more thing to share with you: We moved to a new place and my mini flower gardens are doing very well. Here are some pictures of my plants. I know that you will be glad to see my new collections.