Sterling and I spent a lot of time together daily. He was always there for me when he knew I was having a sad day. I was always there for him...daily...through his happy and sad days. We shared a lot of laughter and tears together over the years. He knew me better than most people. He was always concerned about me and wanted me to be happy in life. He was a shoulder to cry on at times and I was for him. His struggles were real and my heart would break every time I felt so helpless.... it's a terrible feeling when you know there is nothing you can do or say at times to make your child feel better. But I tried no matter what...