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Lochlan Brooks
It is with sorrow beyond our recognition that we announce the death of our son Vyaasa Jithu Lochlan Brooks.
Jim Kent
Lochlan, why?
you might have replied
“why not?”
i am not you
i do not know
the struggles
the demons
the terrors
you endured
i do not know
what kept you up
took you down
pulled you back
sent you spiraling
you chose this course
to end it all
the suffering
that your life contained
death and the unknown
outweighed life
and it’s known
i pray that
you are happy
i pray that you pain
has ended
i grieve for you
i grieve for your family
i grieve that their love
nor the world’s love
was not enough
to ease the pain
that crushed your soul
and took your life
the hole you leave
is immense
the darkness
your death created
unfathomable
many will reflect
upon your passing
for a long, long time
at odd moments
within silent thoughts
we will see your smile
your lightness
your youth
and think
of the things
you might have done
the love you would have shared
the happiness you
would have felt
if only your sadness
had not won
sleep softly dear, dear prince
you will be remembered
you will be longed for
you are missed.
you might have replied
“why not?”
i am not you
i do not know
the struggles
the demons
the terrors
you endured
i do not know
what kept you up
took you down
pulled you back
sent you spiraling
you chose this course
to end it all
the suffering
that your life contained
death and the unknown
outweighed life
and it’s known
i pray that
you are happy
i pray that you pain
has ended
i grieve for you
i grieve for your family
i grieve that their love
nor the world’s love
was not enough
to ease the pain
that crushed your soul
and took your life
the hole you leave
is immense
the darkness
your death created
unfathomable
many will reflect
upon your passing
for a long, long time
at odd moments
within silent thoughts
we will see your smile
your lightness
your youth
and think
of the things
you might have done
the love you would have shared
the happiness you
would have felt
if only your sadness
had not won
sleep softly dear, dear prince
you will be remembered
you will be longed for
you are missed.
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Joseph Sawicki
Joseph Sawicki - I am the father of Joey, Lochlan's friend from Joffrey Ballet. I believe we met on several occasions, when the boys performed together. I am so heart broken about your loss and wish to offer my sincerest condolences.
Lochlan was an exceptional young man. The last time I had an opportunity to speak with Lochlan, a return Joffrey performance, I thanked him for being such a good friend and positive influence for my son. Joseph can be an anxious at times and from the very first day, Lochlan looked out for Joey and helped him. I remember very clearly taking his hand and expressing my gratitude. He was so gracious. I will never forget him.
Lochlan was an exceptional young man. The last time I had an opportunity to speak with Lochlan, a return Joffrey performance, I thanked him for being such a good friend and positive influence for my son. Joseph can be an anxious at times and from the very first day, Lochlan looked out for Joey and helped him. I remember very clearly taking his hand and expressing my gratitude. He was so gracious. I will never forget him.
Maryann
Dear Fiona and Daniel, I was heartbroken to hear the news about Lochlan. When you talked about him Fiona you had such a light in your eyes. Your love for him shone through. I never met Lochlan but you conveyed his beautiful spirit to me. When you described his dancing I felt like I was seeing him dance. I send my deepest sympathy to you and Daniel and your family. If there is anything I can do, please reach out.
Joe Savastano
Daniel - please accept my profound condolences on the passing of your son. I am sending you and your family my love and warmest thoughts. Please feel free to be in touch if there's anything I, or your PR sound mixer family, can do.
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Kristoffer Haynes
Dear Lochlan, I never met you but wanted to write something here. I only knew about you from your postings on Instagram and what people wrote about you after your passing. Your postings were different and genuine from other dancer's accounts. I would be captivated by your practicing, leaping, jumping, spinning and working hard. Every now and then there would be a post in the dentist's chair or weekend breakfast with country music playing in the background. Mostly I saw you as a hard working artist, enthusiastic for perfection and documenting your progress. You would welcome anybody into your world that followed you. I looked forward to your posts and stories every time I checked Instagram. You once asked to follow me and I told you my posts were not as exciting or interesting as yours. But you still wrote that you wanted to know who I was. We had a brief exchange of comments when I told you I saw you perform at the Morgan. I still have the program as a personal memorial to you. My heart is so heavy and I cannot explain why I still shed so many tears for someone I never met. My deepest condolences to your family and friends who knew you so well. I will always be your fan. I will miss you and your posts. But most of all you touched my life in a way that still mystifies me and I will never forget you.
Lovingly, your devoted fan in the crowd.
Robert-Kristoffer Haynes
Lovingly, your devoted fan in the crowd.
Robert-Kristoffer Haynes
Uday Sripathi
Dear Fiona & Daniel, I am devastated to hear about this. Lochlan was such a sweet and nice young boy and I loved him! All the memories of him are flooding my thoughts continuously from the moment I heard this that its so painful. We all going to the park to collect leaves, Diwali parties, he showing me his trumpet skills...there are so many priceless moments. My thoughts are with you all.
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